F***K
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ? 7:46 AM
I WISH YOU WILL STOP DOING THAT. I HATE IT. IHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT.
im sleepy. i miss u. i love u. but u just insist on doing that to me.
fine.
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revive yet again
Sunday, September 20, 2009 ? 12:07 PM
ok. my dear friend just told me my blog is dead. didnt know people actually visit it. haha. anw. im blogging cos i got nth better to do at 3 fucking am in the morning.
sorry to you all reading this this is the 1st time i swore on my blog. but when u got fucking insomnia even thought ur exhausted you'll be just as fucking miserable as me and blog all this nonsensical shit at 3 fucking am in the fucking morning.
im gonna go to hell for this post. i hate it. i cant sleep. at. all.
i miss thinn. simply put. i dont think thats the reason for my insomnia.
i dunno. im still wide awake.
my body is screaming :"FUCK YOU GO TO SLEEP"
my mind is just eating coffee beans or some shit.
GRRRRRRR.
bloody hell. i need to sleep.
i cant.
nutsac.
im miserable. i dont have her, im bored out of my skin every damn day. i wanna go back.
maybe when i graduate from UWA i'll get a PR status and stay with her in Aussie.
I dunno.
cross the bridge when i get to it.
suck this.
ah heck.
im gonna go play a game or watch a movie or something.
maybe i wont sleep til tml.
screwwwwwwwwwwwww thisssssssssssssssss.
good night u stupid humanity. good night u chunky reality.
and good night u stupid fucking Singapore government that forces all males to go to NS.
i know im gonna go to hell..........
and good morning to all.
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am i soft?
Monday, July 20, 2009 ? 6:44 AM
i just got some news about baby today. shocked. severely. i didnt know how to react. but anw i think i feel ok about it. i mean. i still love her and all. oh well. i guess i told her it was ok and i was fine with it. man, am i like too soft or sth? i dont know anymore. i just dont know. ah screw it.
today supposed to go gyming, i cant believe i didnt. stupid kenneth supposed to go with me but didnt cos he went out shopping. bloody hell. i ended up sleeping for 2 hrs. and now i have not even done fletcher's crap yet and im now gonna cs???? damnit.. only a few rounds. after that i gonna go do hwk. grrr. i dont care. ah life is full of shitty surprises. i hate it when everything is going fine and suddenly BAM sth is thrown flat in ur face. damnit. i hope im appreciated and not deemed as too soft or anything. that wouldnt be a first.
and a new wound is created. specially in that little corner that isnt meant to sustain such a wound.
~hEaRt MaNgLeD tO bItS~
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nothingness
Sunday, July 19, 2009 ? 6:49 AM
today. heh. woken up by a kick in the nuts. lol. but its ok. it wore off soon after. such an eventful morning. woke up, played some cs with cal ken and kaye. me and kaye taking turns. her com is frikking lag -.- so then after that, accompanied baby to her ex-homestay place, and met up with a boy and his friends who have ever threatened to fight me before. -.- FREAKING awkward. nabei. nvm. for baby's sake. it should be worth it. although. that was one of the most uncomfortable moments of my life. Man. i must really love her to go through with such shit. i hope she doesnt get drunk or anything when she sleeps over there next weekend. i think i might be miserable. that little motherf*cker might take her com again and i cant webcam with her anymore. depressionnn...... lol. haha jk i trust her more than that la. xD the rest of the day went by like nothingness. not leaving even half a pint of an impression on my mind. what a lazy day, spent floundering around the cruel world aimlessly and numb. i love her. that why i do all the shit that i do for her. my next 2 years are gonna be painfully miserable. if she should fall for some other guy. i think i will just stay in singapore, and wont go back to aussie. leave all that shit behind. but. i wanna keep my hopes high. i hope. alrighty. baby sleeping, better stop blogging before i accidentally wake her up. my god she looks like an angel while she sleeps. later gonna rush through patrick's fucking homework. havent done it yet. i hate english. i wonder why i feel so f-up abt sch this term. like i cmi. oh well. gonna go do shit. then sleep.
bye u fking cruel world. choke on reality and die.
~MaNgLeD tO tHe CoRe~
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ? 8:19 AM
right. so. reviving a dead blog huh. start small la huh. im lovin perth so far. lovin my baby. i cant help but feel grand and brand new about this new upcoming term which has just started. i think i may actually do well this time, with the right motivation and inspiration. but somehow. i cant help but feel insecure. something is nagging at the back of my head. i mean. everything seems fine and dandy with the words that she sez and the things she doz. but. ah heck it. i dont know. i dont know whats going on in her head. hard to tell. i wonder if im a rebound even. i guess its natural for guys to feel this way huh.... oh well. gonna go crash in my bed soon. and wake up tml to another sch day. i'm praying for miracles each day, and one is walking right next to me to sch everyday=) i wish i could keep it forever...
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perth
Friday, May 22, 2009 ? 6:26 AM
sup guys. blogging from perth. so far doing fine. today supa suay tho. long story... but alot of crap happened to me =( anw, sunday im moving out, close to city AND school xD supa happy laa. hahaha. somewhere in floreat. and now the weather here is FREAKING cold. the winds reach up to past 70km/h i think. damn strong. my hair was blown into unimaginable shapes. cos i didnt use wax today. hahaha. anw. sian. nth better to do, dont wann study anymore, and my fren thinn just snuck out of her house to go macdonalds. so envious. i can do that too, but the nearest macdonalds is abt 45 minutes walk away la... shitts man. so no point. i'll be spending 3 quarters of the night there. zzz. and its so cold.imagine walking for 45 minutes in a shower and wind. become an icicle when u reach mac. "hi im not here to order foos or anything, but could you put me into ur oven for awhile?" ok lame haha. my brain not functioning well. arghhh.. i miss singapore. i miss my frens, my family, my brudder yx, i wonder how he is coping without dota with me xP anw hope u guys in singapore are well. and i dont think im able to bring back any supa shake junie... lolx. im typing in continuous format, much like i did for reva's stupid essay... argh i only had 2% plagiarism, but i bet my entire essay sucks and doesnt answer the qn or sth. anw, waiting for reva's email with bated breath. hope she accepts it and gives me a decent score, not like the ones she gave the others last term. wahaha. i seem to be rambling on and on and on. but its cos i got nothing better to do other than study for econs test.. and DUH i dont feel like cos why? my brain aint functioning well. i hope i dont fail econs man. this sucks. im tired... maybe i'll go to sleep soon. tml im going to "cook curry" (thinn, 2009) so to speak. sleepy. oooh man. ok. anw. bye all. im freaking tired of typing. tml maybe go play some dota or L4D with wayne and the other boys. although im not suppoed to xP but one or 2 game snever kileld anyone. i hope im no tthe 1st occasion. xD GOODNIGHT AND PEACE OUT. i bet alot of u will get a headache reading this. xD
cheers,
~MaNgLeD~
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whahah jelous of my maccas trip is it. now we are going to be on the same boat FAR AWAY FROM MACCAS
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June 26, 2009 11:58 PM
ressurection!
Thursday, May 7, 2009 ? 2:27 AM
ok now i know i havent blogged in ages, cos i have either been 1. too busy, or 2.lazy.
but right now i got a very special reason to blog.... to wish THINN a happy birthday... and apologize to her for eating very little of her cake and beehoon.. IM SORRY!! i wanted to try it tho... was starving just now... too bad i missed the chance... THINN! DONT EMO ANYMORE!! CHEER UP tML I TREAT U TO A SUPA SHAKE K?? lol. show me u happy on msn ^^ 4give me k? ur still one of my best frens =P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THINN.
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