iMpeRfEct--eTchiNGs

2010-12-30T06:48:00.000-08:00

my eyes may close but the things i see are always the same..

images of you and I,

what could and should have been.

F***K

2009-09-23T07:46:00.000-07:00

I WISH YOU WILL STOP DOING THAT. I HATE IT. IHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT.
im sleepy. i miss u. i love u. but u just insist on doing that to me.
fine.

revive yet again

2009-09-20T12:07:00.000-07:00

ok. my dear friend just told me my blog is dead. didnt know people actually visit it. haha. anw. im blogging cos i got nth better to do at 3 fucking am in the morning.

sorry to you all reading this this is the 1st time i swore on my blog. but when u got fucking insomnia even thought ur exhausted you'll be just as fucking miserable as me and blog all this nonsensical shit at 3 fucking am in the fucking morning.

im gonna go to hell for this post. i hate it. i cant sleep. at. all.

i miss thinn. simply put. i dont think thats the reason for my insomnia.

i dunno. im still wide awake.

my body is screaming :"FUCK YOU GO TO SLEEP"

my mind is just eating coffee beans or some shit.

GRRRRRRR.

bloody hell. i need to sleep.

i cant.

nutsac.

im miserable. i dont have her, im bored out of my skin every damn day. i wanna go back.

maybe when i graduate from UWA i'll get a PR status and stay with her in Aussie.

I dunno.

cross the bridge when i get to it.

suck this.

ah heck.

im gonna go play a game or watch a movie or something.

maybe i wont sleep til tml.

screwwwwwwwwwwwww thisssssssssssssssss.

good night u stupid humanity. good night u chunky reality.

and good night u stupid fucking Singapore government that forces all males to go to NS.

i know im gonna go to hell..........

and good morning to all.

am i soft?

2009-07-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

i just got some news about baby today. shocked. severely. i didnt know how to react. but anw i think i feel ok about it. i mean. i still love her and all. oh well. i guess i told her it was ok and i was fine with it. man, am i like too soft or sth? i dont know anymore. i just dont know. ah screw it.
today supposed to go gyming, i cant believe i didnt. stupid kenneth supposed to go with me but didnt cos he went out shopping. bloody hell. i ended up sleeping for 2 hrs. and now i have not even done fletcher's crap yet and im now gonna cs???? damnit.. only a few rounds. after that i gonna go do hwk. grrr. i dont care. ah life is full of shitty surprises. i hate it when everything is going fine and suddenly BAM sth is thrown flat in ur face. damnit. i hope im appreciated and not deemed as too soft or anything. that wouldnt be a first.

and a new wound is created. specially in that little corner that isnt meant to sustain such a wound.

~hEaRt MaNgLeD tO bItS~

nothingness

2009-07-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

today. heh. woken up by a kick in the nuts. lol. but its ok. it wore off soon after. such an eventful morning. woke up, played some cs with cal ken and kaye. me and kaye taking turns. her com is frikking lag -.- so then after that, accompanied baby to her ex-homestay place, and met up with a boy and his friends who have ever threatened to fight me before. -.- FREAKING awkward. nabei. nvm. for baby's sake. it should be worth it. although. that was one of the most uncomfortable moments of my life. Man. i must really love her to go through with such shit. i hope she doesnt get drunk or anything when she sleeps over there next weekend. i think i might be miserable. that little motherf*cker might take her com again and i cant webcam with her anymore. depressionnn...... lol. haha jk i trust her more than that la. xD the rest of the day went by like nothingness. not leaving even half a pint of an impression on my mind. what a lazy day, spent floundering around the cruel world aimlessly and numb. i love her. that why i do all the shit that i do for her. my next 2 years are gonna be painfully miserable. if she should fall for some other guy. i think i will just stay in singapore, and wont go back to aussie. leave all that shit behind. but. i wanna keep my hopes high. i hope. alrighty. baby sleeping, better stop blogging before i accidentally wake her up. my god she looks like an angel while she sleeps. later gonna rush through patrick's fucking homework. havent done it yet. i hate english. i wonder why i feel so f-up abt sch this term. like i cmi. oh well. gonna go do shit. then sleep.

bye u fking cruel world. choke on reality and die.

~MaNgLeD tO tHe CoRe~

2009-07-14T08:19:00.000-07:00

right. so. reviving a dead blog huh. start small la huh. im lovin perth so far. lovin my baby. i cant help but feel grand and brand new about this new upcoming term which has just started. i think i may actually do well this time, with the right motivation and inspiration. but somehow. i cant help but feel insecure. something is nagging at the back of my head. i mean. everything seems fine and dandy with the words that she sez and the things she doz. but. ah heck it. i dont know. i dont know whats going on in her head. hard to tell. i wonder if im a rebound even. i guess its natural for guys to feel this way huh.... oh well. gonna go crash in my bed soon. and wake up tml to another sch day. i'm praying for miracles each day, and one is walking right next to me to sch everyday=) i wish i could keep it forever...

perth

2009-05-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

sup guys. blogging from perth. so far doing fine. today supa suay tho. long story... but alot of crap happened to me =( anw, sunday im moving out, close to city AND school xD supa happy laa. hahaha. somewhere in floreat. and now the weather here is FREAKING cold. the winds reach up to past 70km/h i think. damn strong. my hair was blown into unimaginable shapes. cos i didnt use wax today. hahaha. anw. sian. nth better to do, dont wann study anymore, and my fren thinn just snuck out of her house to go macdonalds. so envious. i can do that too, but the nearest macdonalds is abt 45 minutes walk away la... shitts man. so no point. i'll be spending 3 quarters of the night there. zzz. and its so cold.imagine walking for 45 minutes in a shower and wind. become an icicle when u reach mac. "hi im not here to order foos or anything, but could you put me into ur oven for awhile?" ok lame haha. my brain not functioning well. arghhh.. i miss singapore. i miss my frens, my family, my brudder yx, i wonder how he is coping without dota with me xP anw hope u guys in singapore are well. and i dont think im able to bring back any supa shake junie... lolx. im typing in continuous format, much like i did for reva's stupid essay... argh i only had 2% plagiarism, but i bet my entire essay sucks and doesnt answer the qn or sth. anw, waiting for reva's email with bated breath. hope she accepts it and gives me a decent score, not like the ones she gave the others last term. wahaha. i seem to be rambling on and on and on. but its cos i got nothing better to do other than study for econs test.. and DUH i dont feel like cos why? my brain aint functioning well. i hope i dont fail econs man. this sucks. im tired... maybe i'll go to sleep soon. tml im going to "cook curry" (thinn, 2009) so to speak. sleepy. oooh man. ok. anw. bye all. im freaking tired of typing. tml maybe go play some dota or L4D with wayne and the other boys. although im not suppoed to xP but one or 2 game snever kileld anyone. i hope im no tthe 1st occasion. xD GOODNIGHT AND PEACE OUT. i bet alot of u will get a headache reading this. xD

cheers,
~MaNgLeD~

ressurection!

2009-05-07T02:27:00.000-07:00

ok now i know i havent blogged in ages, cos i have either been 1. too busy, or 2.lazy.
but right now i got a very special reason to blog.... to wish THINN a happy birthday... and apologize to her for eating very little of her cake and beehoon.. IM SORRY!! i wanted to try it tho... was starving just now... too bad i missed the chance... THINN! DONT EMO ANYMORE!! CHEER UP tML I TREAT U TO A SUPA SHAKE K?? lol. show me u happy on msn ^^ 4give me k? ur still one of my best frens =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THINN.

pre-trip prep

2009-04-12T08:03:00.001-07:00

omg. started packing. my bags are huge and bulky. look like nerd liddat.... zzz cannot take it man. and my aunt gave me woollen socks! nice farewell present =P haish. panicking. d-day coming soon. nobody knows what can happen. i just hope i turn out successful and sth good comes out of this escapade. nervousness max.......................

cheers.

~MaNgLeD~

fine.

2009-04-10T08:45:00.001-07:00

fine i'll update. i hate my stupid father. screw him. scream at me so much. hope he burst a blood vessel and die.

Recent Good things and Bad things.

2009-03-22T09:16:00.001-07:00

Alrighty. out of laziness spell for a moment(more like nth better to do) =.= blogging cos of some recent happenings. 1stly. earned $250 over a span of 4 days, special thanks to kester for recommending me for those couple'a projects.^^ Those few days might have been tiring and at weird hours, but they didnt even span over half a day each, so i've got nth to complain about ^^ wahaha. Feels good =) recently joined some group on facebook. All those ppl reading this, please join this group. It is for raising awareness of global poverty. It really is meaningful and who knows? maybe joining this group could help save a few children's lives =) if already have joined, You should feel proud of yourself! u really haf done a good deed ^^

Right, on to the dismal stuffs. Recently had a big hoo-hah about my NS entry. cos the exit permit couldnt go through. the NS portal is really abit haywire. oh-well. hopefully i'll get this problem fixed soon. pray to God that it works out well. 2nd thing, and more important. Very recently got insulted on someone's blog. i wont stoop to his low level by mentioning his name, because that is against my beliefs and values. however, it is not against them to beat someone up for the sake of my rights. God gave me a brilliant name, and i will not let it be tarnished by some half-brain. (possibly even less) Now. if you who have attempted to screw with me are reading this. i have a message to you. what you just did is not only cowardly, it does not impress anyone. in fact, it does the complete opposite. if you are too scared to talk to me str8 to my face, then you have a reason for doing so. HOWEVER. YOU YOURSELF SAID YOU ARE NOT. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? IF U SERIOUSLY WANNA FIGHT, BRING IT ON. OTHERWISE REMOVE MY NAME FROM YOUR STUPID BLOG FOREVER. insulting people while hiding behind a computer is hardly the way to show your... er... pathetic miniscule shred of masculinity? either way, by doing so and acting cool, i hardly think the girl you like will be impressed, as everybody knows ^^ So. if you wanna fight, leave me a time, date, venue. happy to thrash this out once and for all.

To everyone else who cared: thanks dudes for ur concern but i dont really need you to be there, me and my close friend will be enough. but thanks anyways guys ^^

alright. i guess that sums it up.

cya all.

~MaNgLeD~

wahlau....

2009-03-18T10:02:00.000-07:00

wahlau. ok lar. i stop being lazy and post liao cannnn???? 0.o ok. enough singlish. crazy. i spent almost as much time at the synod agm as kester doing the PA cept for a couple of hours... end up got $50 lesser.... ah well. its a service to GOD anyway, not to anyone else =) haish.. tml gotta go to the OAL office... for meeting, meeting, more meeting... with my dumb admissions officer.. aww... so waste time... anw, after that hafta go to Church for some bloke's wedding, doing PA again ^^ i finally realize how useful a skill like that is,as im getting paid for it again =) yea yea! gonnabuymy mum sth, beforei leave, to assure her i'll be ok while im away =) but its my dad's idea.

Alright, its time to come clean... anyways very few people read this blog so i doubt many people will know about it. For those who don't already know, i'll be leaving Singapore soon, next month to be exact, for Australia to study... perth, to be more specific.. and i'll be taking my JC there, for a year, so i'll be back by the end of this year actually, cos its only 30 weeks to be exact. But to all my good frens and buds out there, i'll rmb to bring sth back to u as a souvenir. =) oh wells, dreading leaving Singapore, leaving some people/person behind.... gonna miss this place alot! ah.... ok i'll be gone creating my map now, so i'll post the next time im not lazy again hahahaha..

Seeya all!

~MaNgLeD~

oh noes. i'm running out of titles.

2009-03-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

woah, and so far only 30 posts. lol. haha turns out xiangzz and his girl really click lols. good for him. anw. how long can happiness from a date last? its been 2 days and the scenes and sounds are still etched firmly in my mind! oh the sweet scent of joy clouds my mind similar to the blue sky turning grey.omg. spouting words. lol. woohoo. aww. not even the most dark prospect can dirty this feeling i have!. OMG MORE NONSENSE. lol. bleah. anw. damn sad lah. gonna miss alot of stuff when i go new school. huh. sian. anw. die. i'm high and dry tonight. dunno y. i didnt eat anything sweet or take drugs or smoke =.='' hmm. must be cos im still joyful =) i love viva la vida. so cool. but im just spouting randomness left right center. nuts. i go word challenge liao. byebye!

~not so MaNgLeD today~

oh man....

2009-03-07T08:19:00.000-08:00

holy crap today had another full outdoor day. nuts. now i;m really sleepy so ima keep this short. haish. so it all started out in the morning. woke up late, nvr go gym, sad for awhile, go breakfast with wen hui, then went to church to play basketball. wahlau. WH so lazy must take bus thru 2 stops. lazy bum. whole day only know how to play. lol. then played bball awhile, preston's attitude getting worse and worse by the week. almost slapped him today. again. anw, then sat thru the guitar lesson and listened to mp3 while playing PSP on a PSP. for those who dunno, ask. then it rained. decided to wait, but it got heavier in the end, so walked in the rain to the lan shop to meet xiangz. lol. played l4d and dota. as per normal. WAH. noob team sia. only me n xiang were the proz. the other 6 all dunno how play. lolz. dota my cwg fed like crazy. but assists really alot. like, 22 or sth. but wth. still couldnt farm. but we won in the end. den went dinner and met bren. supposed to eat sakae, but ended up at new york new york. I VOW TO NEVER EAT THE GIANT YANKEE BURGER EVER AGAIN. so much beef. gave me heartburn. zz. gave the last quarter to xiangz since his bdae on monday, and then we started bitching abt ppl loudly there and then. i think someone spiked the ice cocoa coffee.... but nvm. went home, met the exact same couple, from NYNY, MRT, BUS INT, BUS, and took same route home. zzzz ended up making frens and adding facebook lol. so wierd. the guy was saying 'fated, fated' wah. he christian still believe in fate? he better be joking man. lol. then i pang sehed xiangz and got of the bus 1st. walked abt 500m home. denwatched last part of WLIIA before playing WOW TCG with my bro. lol nth better to do anw. hahahahaha. now blogging. im tired, sleepy, had a long day, tml gonna haf one too... lotsa little bb kids messin arnd asking for donationz. wah. gone lah. sian tiao. good nightz. and i feeling DAMN HAPPY ABT YTD EVENING. I WILL FOREVER RMB THAT NIGHT ZOMG. yay. =))

~MaNgLeD~

ah... lol

2009-03-05T06:49:00.000-08:00

i'm still here. lol. alive and well. not much happening. WOW. im gonna be paid a hundred big ones to do the sound system for some guys wedding! wahahaha his xi shi is also my xi shi. wheee. loving that. got intro-ed to some new songs by ken and my radio. swee. he keep complaining it affects his dota skillz when he hear crap song on radio. but he still pwned the scourg anw..... zz. his damn imba puck. ah well. bro back from NS again. tml his Alevel results lol. wish him God bless for his results. hope he studied for his major exam... unlike me 0.o funni how stuff happens. A very interesting example of cause and effect. ah heck it. hahax. helped yanlin with her GP paper chipping in ideas and good english. aha. hope i helped and didnt sabotage her grade. lol. otherwise my credibility and rep drops sub-zero. lol. this is boring. school is gonna start soon. i'm getting ready to MUGMUGMUGMUG and not slack of anymore. not like i have a choice anyway. arh. anw its all for the best. i'm so looking forward to my new school. and hope to make new friends in a new environment. woohoo. now listening to ken's fav song. you spin my head right round right rooouuund..... lol. ohman. so bored these few days. almost fell asleep at the bench press this morning in the gym. so paiseh cos got some old uncle waiting for his turn... i blame the management for making the "bench" in the bench press so darn comfy. wah. den after i got up... he started lifting 10kgs heavier den me. now i so shame le. went home with a heavy heart..... i'm terribly weak i guess.... lifting weights more lor. as punishment for myself. haish.last night play dota too much wif churchie pals... end up so sleepy this morning. i gotta wake up and make good use of my life! otherwise strange stuffs will end up like this morning.... exhausted and dizzy after 4km and falling asleep at bench press..... oh well. tml hopefully not that bad. sleeping earlier tonight. ok. bo wei gong liao. byebye!

~MaNgLeD~

time.

2009-02-26T07:19:00.000-08:00

hm. since some people actually read, i guess i'll just continue. huh. lol ima get my laptop at the upcoming IT fair. haha. and its gonna be an ASUS gaming com. 90%. the other 10% is i'll get my grandpa's old fujitsu crap =.= anw. today so jialat. i sick still nid do so many chores for my mum. she come home only start screaming at me... aiyaaa.... haish. anw, won't be soon before long. hahax. still song hunting, like when the stars go blue by the corrs. itsa nice song. good tune, perfect for a romantic slow dance. hehehe. wadevr. gonna get my viva la vida soon. FINALLY. time is of the essence for me. i haf about a month left. hehehe. if only we knew. i know. so i gotta use my knowledge. ok i'm typing alot of random stuffs. haha. hmmm. recently went benben house play MHF2. YAY HR 5 LIAO MUAHAHA. 1 more to go before i can get my rathalos soul U. coooool. ah wtheck. waiting.... waiting on the wooorld to chaaange.... lyrics from a fav song of mine. haha. shit. im high on dugs or sth ah. probably cos i took my drowsy medicine.... ah heck go play dota with kes le. byebye. time is of the essence. good luck all.

~MaNgLeD~

tired

2009-02-20T08:45:00.001-08:00

awww.... i'm getting tired of blogging.... cos i can only do it at such ungodly hours in the morning. cos the rest of the time i'm dota-ing or studying lol. haish. argh. since nobody ever reads this shit or even bothers. damnit. screw the world. arghh/ emo-ing. ima disappear soon. i hope nobody misses me. but ima miss a damn alot of people. some more then others. life sucks. get over it. man danny gokey is freaking awesome. at least he can sing damn well. i feel so pissed wif myself. alot of the upcoming events could have been avoided. if i had just studyed hard. but whatever i went play dota. now regretting. soon life will become unique and totally screwed up. so damnit. not like anyone really cares..... go away.

too mangled

MIA for abit

2009-02-19T06:57:00.000-08:00

sup. MIA-ing for awhile now cos kes recently keep getting me dota wif him =.= lol anw. bro's home agian! wheeee. ok MHF2 until we drop. hahaha. today so fun. again go play bball. muscles start aching le. play so often >.< anw, cos we went morning play bball, then kill rathian, then bball, then rathian, then bball. swee. all the way til late afternoon. haha. the church PUB bill sure super high this month. cos kes n i found a tap running in the basement kitchen. probably been on since monday or sunday? so thats like a few gallons of water wasted... =(( (imagine all the thirsty kids in cambodia or someplace!) ah well. pray it dont happen again.

wow. i feel guilty too. revently i went with some ppl, i had to leave early halfway thru a movie cos my parents set me a damn curfew. so the person/s left with me, also missing the second half of the movie. if u read this, IM SORRY! ok i noe y'all told me it's in the past, but i nidda get this of my chest >.0

crap man. praying for a certain family member whose life rest in God's hands now. pray he emerges safe n sound. scary. loads of scary stuff gonna happen soon. gonna start school in a bit, bro's gonna go for live grenade training. like OMG. lol. anw kinda sucks that the thing u dont want most in life have to happen. nuts. life's like that. haish. my fingers growing really wierd calluses cos of using a guitar with rusted steel strings. aiyah. either haf to get new string or buy a new guitar. (i prefer the latter cos i have to share this current one with my bro. haha. oh well. hopefully >.<

alrighty. cya.

~MaNgLeD~

back to loning n stoning

2009-02-15T08:47:00.000-08:00

LOl. today my bro went back in NS. so sad no one to MHF2 with cept kes nemore.... ah what the hey. anyways, havent blogged the past couple'a days cos frikking tired. Sat went out for BB 1st. Had some special combined games day with the BB coy from Victoria sec. LOL. i was the captain;s balls ref. zhss boys got owned badly in this area. out of 8 matches, we won 1 and drew 1. the rest were losses. after that went to church to play Bball cos i had nth better to do. borrowed a ball from kes cos he was there teaching guitar lessons with ze. pastor ran over kes' ball. nuts i thot it burst. good thing it didnt. hahahaha. ok. tim laffed his butt off at me cos of that. when their lesson was over, i went out with the young adults(aka 18 yr old+) but me n kes got special invitation just cos we were in church. truly a case of at the right place at the right time. so anw, went to settler's cafe. at SMU. that place is really huge dagnabbit. and cranium is really fun. i owned at the word puzzles heeheehee. lol. try spelling rhododendron backwards. haahahahx. nvm. anw. then after the board games were over we spent our special valentine's day dinner at KFC eating the family feeeast. lollll. then went home late. then got a lecture. then went to sleep. then went to church sunday morning. sleepy. still had to lead worship, so i'm like OH MAN. and i did my ppt presentation last minute, but it still turned out ok. (cept for the part where the guitar went out of tune.) so just sang ma 3 songs and proceeded on with life. then went to a family lunch. kindof a dumb reason to gather relatives. welcome my brother back from NS. its not even frikking over!! let him get some rest dagnabbit!! bah. but went home to sleep. (bro too) then woke up. sent him to pasir ris. sad buh-bye and cya and stuff. and then left. someone supposed to play dota wif me but never... say 11.30 can summore =( i very sad liao. huh. nvm played by myself. (public game... not on my own. i not so no life) so now at this time blogging. gonna meet kes tml play freedom again lols. abit no life. probably play some bball and training tgt 1st. haha. wadevr. den mebe play lan. ok. done. last 2 days in a flash. cya! damn sleepy liao...........*yawns*

~MaNgLeD~

headache lists.

2009-02-12T07:24:00.000-08:00

Lol. today so sian. mum still kpkpkpkbkbkb since morning until evening. stuff like 'ur wasting ur 'life away!' or ''go get a job or sign up for something!'' or''dont be a good for nothing" and the list goes on and on and on. lol. after lunch my grandparents came to my house. to hang out(not actual words) cos their neighbours doing renovations on their house. so noisy, dusty, smelly blah blah blah. and the list goes on and on and on. then after lunch avoided contact with grandparents. went to sch to find mr lim to sign some stuffs for me. too bad he not in sch. den go office ask the lady behind the counter to help me call mr lim's hp number. so i arranged an appointment with him tml morning. after hanging up, the lady behind the counter started lecturing me about not wasting time, calling the teacher in advance to make an appointment... blah blah blah and the list goes on and on and on. headache lists. i felt left vaulting over the counter and wringing her scrwny little neck. its my time, not urs. then went home. played monster hunter, killed in this order. kirin kirin rathian kirin kirin rathian... and the list goes on and on and on.... now im song hunting! people with this song pls tag my board.

hey there delilah
-Plain White T's

Truly Madly Deeply
-savage garden

Viva La Vida
-coldplay

I'll Be
-Edwin McCain

What about now
-Daughtry

Whatever you like
-TI
and the list goes on and on and on. to be populated at a later date.

ah well. now. pissed. tired. sleepy. irrate. and the list goes on and on and AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH. forget it. good night.

~MaNgLeD~(does'nt give a crap)

haha

2009-02-11T06:37:00.000-08:00

lol. today so jialat. meet kester at church play bball in de morning. den 317 never come. nuts. waited 20 mins before i could see the bus driver's ugly face(seriously... ugly). then reached central to eat mac breakfast. finished went walked to church play awhile. HORSE. i won 1st, then forfeited 2nd round cause i lazy play liao. anw 10 pushups nia. den finished we sat in canteen playing PSP. monster hunter FTW!! anw he damn noob. all the monster always i kill he barely touch... lol. nvm tho.... all pros were once noob =PP so after awhile got bored. so went play AN with kes fren. yang kai or sth. played L4D. normal mode again. breezed thru it. hahax.we played normal courtesy of yang kai who is still learning to play. after that we played 3 man hero siege.. stupid ks-ing kes. GOT LUNA BIG DEAL. summore keep showing off. guai lan. so after finished it(played easy mode so finish quite fast) we left... ate cup noodles, they went to their sch to play more bball. i went home. by then frikking tired liao. slept while watching tv. but i woke up halfway to tell myself i couldnt do this. so i went to my room to sleep=P(more comfy) woke up fo dinner. groggy. then went play sydney with shawn. basket he farmed a meso magnet liao. and 3 snowboards. GAY. zzz. soon my turn shall come.

basket. my bro call den hang up b4 i can tok to him. cos his phone no batt... aaaaaaahhhh. nuts. very long never tok to him le. anw he coming back on friday. so it doesnt really matter =D. ah well life's like that.cya.

~MaNgLeD~

time's running short.

2009-02-09T08:26:00.000-08:00

As said in the title. time for me is running short, soon i'll be down on my knees, with the world that i currently know coming to an abrupt halt. before the time come's however, i have to bank on myself doing what i need to do the most..... AHAHAHAHA. lol. anw. today so bo liao... play monster hunter, chat with some church frens, den played dota again. aiyoh. rarely so wu liao lehs....

Anw. considering getting the lan adapter for psp so i can play MHF2 with lionel n kester from home. but that means we gotta go sls buy tgt. crap. haha. and not cheap either!! $40 max! so still considering. hahax. anw hopefully can come to a wise and right decision. just keep thinking just keep thinking.
Eh. my bro probably in field camp now. he never call home. so sad. cant show off my MHF2 progress to him. lol. but damn scary lah, scared he like fall down or kenna shot by stray bullet. saddening. but hope for the best. he's coming back soon!! botak james... lol

~MaNgLeD~

intersting

2009-02-08T08:52:00.000-08:00

WOW. damn interesting day. i did PA in church today. nuts. the sermon recording got problem, the PA system drawer refused to open. WOW. God turned away for abit i guess... (just kidding!) lol. anw after that went out with youth for lunch, ate botak jones. the cajun chicken so not filling lah, eat liao not full. z. i guess im still growing taller... haish. den after lunch go benji's house play ROCKBAND on his WII. I OWN AT IT MUAHAHAHA. man always high 90+% leh hha. den play so many song until shoulder PAIN LIKE CRAP. lol. wii is hazardous for health. anw after that i got left 4 dead from benji. haha. finally. after like 4 weeks =.=" after that go home. eat hamburgers for dinner again. LOL. interesting day. aha. den watched quantum of solace. cool show. den my bro called from NS. AND I WAS IN THE TOILET AT THAT TIME. HE WAS IN A RUSH SO I NV TALK TO HIM!!! WTH!!!! NOOOOOOO, stupid timing. crap. curse my bladder. (not really!!)
den replenish my song library by getting some new ones from various people. kudos to JW, WS, HB. (give credit where credit is due)

oh man. i nid lead worship next week. AH! nvm. got 1 week to plan. crap i havent done this in a long time im so nervous. dun wan cockup. can only rely on my backup singer. TIMMY! kudos to the short kid wif short hair. heh.

ah well. gone liao haha. gtg so sleepy. lol. cya.

~MaNgLeD~

PSP + AI= happiness

2009-02-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

hai. i love american idol. such a cool show. so much talent. group week owns people. muahaha. but some groups rocked... eg danny gokey and co. perfect. ok. today. screwed up. seriously. no job interview in the end(DONT ASK!! OR ELSE) so went to kester's house play PSP...FINALLY UPDATED KILLZONE :D FINALLY got him to play MHF2 liao. good. eh all u ppl out there play MHF2!! the most OWNAGE PSP GAME EVER! ohyah get eur ver, noy USA... EUR more common. hahhaha. boy, he really nidda learn how to use bowgun... fight giadrome he didnt even touch the fella =.= nevermind. this sunday test his skills again =) muahaha. ok. blah blah bla yadda yadda... killed chameleos... blah blah.... ok done.

BETTER APPRECIATE UR FAMILY, SURROUNDINGS AND THIS BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY! before something happens and u gotta leave or u hafta leave it behind. treadure them, for they are truly God's greatest gifts. ok. econ's update, LOL going well, still clearing up chapter 1(its really big! i swear!) other den day, cant complain about life... other den getting lecture by my parents every evening for my terrible o level results... DAMNIT I KNOW ALREADY.
Peace y'all.

family is like money, u don't realize how valuable it is til U waste it away....

~MaNgLeD~

random

2009-02-05T05:31:00.000-08:00

lol havent blogged in a couple'a days cuz i got pissed at my mum... den just shut down com and go sleep, ignoring the rest of the world. ah well. haha.
nutsac nutsac nutsac.... i hafta start wearing specs for real now... before today i didnt need to wear it cuz i could rely on 1 good eye (right side) with my left half blind. but today i realised i had probs watching tv(reading english subtitles for a chinese show) nuts. so what choice do i have? i'm not completely blind, but to prevent my right eye AKA the good one from deteriorating further, i hafta wear specs. not good. im never good at keeping up this kind of responsibility. after awhile i'll get lazy and start straining the good one again. so well, see how it goes.
HOLY OH NO! (refraining from cursing) i just found out that my favourite comedian of all time actually cheated on last comic standing, by making illegal calls and keeping in touch with outside world. he was disqualified. ah crap. but hey, he's still the funniest fat guy in the world =)
lol tommorow i'll be going for another interview. yawn. this is getting boring. i really wanna take up a job. lol probably anything would do. anybody haf offers can i tag along? hahax appreciate it ^^ although its not really necessary cos i'll be ur biggest competition in vying for the same job >:D... lol. I guess thats all i gotta say for now. AH WAIT VALENTINESDAYIDUNNOWADTOGETFORAGIRLANYBODYHAFANYIDEASPLSSMSORCALLORMSNMEPLSTHANKYOU.

a'ite y'all be seein ya!

~for dreams to come true you have to wake up 1st~

whack-tube.

2009-02-01T04:50:00.000-08:00

Hmmm..... today would be the 7th day of CNY. nothing much happening so far, except loads of ang pow money =P gonna get another job, hopefully it won't be bad compared to the previous one. Jun, YOUR WELCOME FOR THE 26 GIGS OF PSP GAMES I GAVE YOU TODAY. Ok. That said and done, time to move on. I went to play Lan today with YX again, lol after today he sez he's not gonna play any more cos his sch starting tml. and then he adds, maybe once every 2 weeks. NUTS. lost a nice lan buddy. hahax nvm. good luck studying hard bro. Don't let DotA or L4D distract you! (or i'll slap your face.) nah jk. Anyway i think we played too much lan during the holidays. =P

Just watched some crazy dude on youtube from the American Idol audition. I love that show but it attracts way to many whackos. Good stuff Attracts Bad stuff?More stuff to mull over. Anyway, he brought a giant face of an ipod made of cardboard, went in and gave the judges a smarmy wink, saying "guy-pod..." er... like wtf?? After getting rejected he sang some circle of life with a sock puppet of a lion on his hand. then upon rejection for the second time around, he ran out in a superman costume. seriously. nutsac. then watched a Korean dude massacre a song 'listen' by beyonce. He was wearing makeup and a dress. again, wtf??? retarded dumbass??

Huh. now stoning around, studying econs still. It may be easy, but is dry as the sahara on stilts. I can fall asleep standing up just by thinking back to the lesson and reviewing my learnings... zzzzZZ.... oops. did it again. and i ran out of dumb quotes for the bottom of the post already. so im gonna skip it this time round.

Peace out, ~tHe MaNgLeD~ ( yay! yay! cheer! cheer!)

back... lol

2009-01-31T09:34:00.000-08:00

Well. What the hey. I guess I'm back from my one-and-a-half-year sabbatical. been working and studying and stuff, so i guess i was too lazy to blog. However, after constant urging from some friends to keep on blogging( yes i mean you), i shall start blogging again. probably gonna change my skin soon or something. Much shit happened recently, got my O'Level results, got my posting results, and stuff like that. i guess i'm pretty square with the results because i sort of expected it for not giving the exam my all. hmm. thankfully life is full of second chances. Now i'm headed off to Law and Management course in TP. hopefully i excel in it and can get a degree after earning a diploma and completing my NS.
Speaking of NS, my brother got enlisted just the other day. You know, the 3rd day of frikking CNY. Mindef is seriously spoilsports. They caused my bro to miss out on a-LOT of ANG POWS.... sad stuff. Went for his enlistment, the oath-swearing and all that un-necessary CRAP, toured pulau tekong. Due to my brother's asthma, he is in the PAS-C9 course( or whatever you call it) so his NS is really slack. No SOC, Rare field camp training( check NS website. I'm not gonna say) walking around i was pondering...' DAMN this is like a holiday resort with excercise.' truth be told, i think OBS (search google) is way tougher den NS... E.g sleeping in tents compared to NS bunk beds, Food served to you as compared to being chefs in OBS. damnit. too bad im not sick so i'm only eligible for PAS-A or B. is being healthy and fit such a good thing? LOL stuff to think about as i cross over to a new year. Bah, Not much to say. Let me think about the next post before actually posting it. Lol.
seeya!Ciao!Salam!Sayonara!Adio!Au Revoir!
Blah Blah Blah lazy put in the rest.

P.s econs is frikkin easy

When the going gets tough, Squeal like a pig.
~colin mochrie

2008-07-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

From this post onwards, i shall be posting each post in perfect posting english, as encouragement to some not so inclined in the language attempting to do the same. however, since i saw the countdown timer on SinYee's blog, i got VERY panicky and scared all of a sudden. today i did not really do much work, even at my desk i could not really comcentrate. So now i will be going M.I.A, burying myself in my books all the way until i finish my prelims, which is only about one month away. thanks for the reminder SY! although you did not do it on purpose... so this is the last post you will be reading for awhile. time to mug. the thought of it just sends chills down my spine. :( the next month is going to hurt. badly. :((

P.S if you are taking your GCE O levels this year, WHY ARE YOU READING THIS??? GO AND STUDY!!

P.P.S this is probably my longest post here :D

CHEERS :)

2008-07-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

by somebody's request i have removed this post. not stooping down to tan weisiong's level. fine. and ws, btw, thanks for trying to prove something or other. i have no idea what it is

2008-07-11T04:53:00.000-07:00

whee... lol.... happy life=) ah damn my druid decks a failure... next step would be my assassin deck... but hey, wait til after o level bah... hmm... for now gotta concentrate on studies... new motivation liao :D ah screwed my emath test leh.... shiit...........

Before your dreams can come true, you have to have those dreams.

2008-07-02T08:39:00.001-07:00

sian i wanna go out this saturday... but some ppl cannot make it cos lazy go out lar.... zzz.... lol my elf deck win chu heng's 288 dollar faerie 0.o ahahaha mine cost wad? $20? 30? been happy lately:D lol.

when life is bad to u, kick him in the nuts and tell him. maybe he wont be anymore after that.

found u

2008-06-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

long time nvr blog. interesting stuff happened recently, enough to make me really happy :D

also i decided from now on im gonna add some of these stuff after each post... cheers! =)
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Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to.

nth

2008-06-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

testi just finished. homework undone. school starts tml. severely sian-ded of teachers, friends, wadever.... blogging so everybody knows im still alive. too bad.

and btw, it still hurts.

2008-06-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

TAGGED BY alicia.
* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
* Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
* These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
not talk to the person. at all.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be content with life.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
if the person loves me, i love the person, who cares about wad the wedding will look like?

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
no. my path is set straight. just need to work on staying on it.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
someone honest to me?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
until that person is happy.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
if she is happy that way, need i do anything more?

9. Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?
few people lying to me...

10. Is being tagged fun?
depends.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
alive and well.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
not so sure. could be friend, could be just another milestone in life. never know...

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
how about either? as long as i am contented...

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
thank God im alive.

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
definitely.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
whichever has the best qualities.

18. What type of friends do you like?
honest ones.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
liars, pretenders, show offs....

the only reason i did this quiz is cos it might actually mean something. not gonna trouble others by giving to them. if u not happy with anything i said above, or anywhere else, go fly a kite.

2008-06-18T22:38:00.000-07:00

lied to yet again. story of my life. doesnt really matter anymore. this is probably my last post in this worthless blog. to those who punked me b4, thank you. u have taught me the hard lesson of life.

goodbye.

2008-06-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

so, another day has past. this post i solely dedicated to mr kelvin tan, a hardworking, dedicated and devoted teacher to his students. may his soul have found peace and rest with God, and may we shine glory on his name through the work we do.

i found out in the morning, the dreaded news, although he never taught me and probably did not even know my name, from the stories i have heard he has made his mark on countless students' lives. a man as such deserves respect, and we should all do well in our history and SS, the subjects he would expect us to do well at.

may you rest in peace, mr kelvin tan.

new post

2008-06-15T18:31:00.000-07:00

lol... last night too sleepy to blog... so doing it this morning...

ytd morning go church lor... den go lunch with extended family... cant believe how long it takes to eat a meal at a restaurant... normally would take abt 2 hrs of eating and crapping=.=

den go play pool.. lol... ytd play so lousy lar... dunno wads wrong wif mi ytd... but i still pwn my bro... ^^ turns out my uncle didnt even noe my cousin plays pool... go there see him shocked, then he ask her"since when u start playing?" den sh say since long ago... den he abit stunned... noob...

den at night eat dinner... den sms abit... lying on my bed cos stomach discomfort... end up so comfortable i falling asleep... den finish up smsing den slept... lol.

cheers.

sorry

2008-06-14T07:31:00.001-07:00

hello. to the one person involved.

lately ive been screwing up and misunderstanding u. life has been treating me terribly lately and i'll just say i really enjoy talking to u. thus for all the crap ive thrown at u accidentally recently, i would like to apologize.

im sorry.

yet another day

2008-06-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

hello all... 2dae full of nth but bad news....

woke up late, scolded again, nothing new.... spent the morning doing some real work this time, and then later helped my dad move some furniture(e.g shelves,cabinets) and wth when i moving the TV console i sprained my back... hurt terribly then, but now pain has worn off... now i guess im hunchback a little... hope it's not permanent tho... lol.

and then the girls at the envirolympics challenge thingy.... sad case they didnt make it although they should have. they actually were in the top ten but cos of some retarded station master they didnt get in... details, ask them urself... well i'd like to gif them encouragement tho i wasnt there... u all should be proud of urselves... doesnt matter even if they didnt put u in, u noe, i noe u got in... so dun be too hard on urselves and instead be happpy ur did it... life goes on for them and so should be the case for u all.... hmmm.... well u did ur best, and for that person who is "super sad", think about it, u did gr8 actually, it's their fault... so lol... smile! it's all u nidda do...

and so ends another retarded day... and i can post this cos my parents are out for the night!! time to pLAY!! (or console some sad ppl....)

cheers.

1st day's official post on friday 13!!

2008-06-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

yO!! my 1st official post for this new blog....

2dae woke up late... blahblahblah kenna scold by mum... nothing new here... den i go my bro's room read manga wif him, den later kenna caught by the same mum.... den com kenna confiscate, so can only blog at this stupid time lor.. hahax... so after that wayang abit pretend do some work, biding my time til i go out... me and bro went suntec meet dad go PC fair... lol... supposed to spend some father/son bonding time to celebrate daddy day. so went there, took 45mins total... quite fast considering i live in serangoon... so once there we eat lunch, then go PC fair lor... SO DAMN CROWDED LAR... haha so spent 10 mins there cuz dad dun wan buy anything... WASTE TIME!!!

den we go home... den on e way eat some hip hop jelly ice cream thingy... 60 cents for such niceness^^ whee... den how? same old lor.... did work, listen music, etc... den eat dinner... some chicken, some rice, some veg... my mums a gr8 cook... altho super naggy.... den wayang some more pretend do work... den slack for the rest of the night... this has been a super long post...

somebody has begun to talk to me again and im happy! whee...

so... finiish liao... byebye!

CHEERS

IT'S NEW

2008-06-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

ellos. new blog. the only reason i haf time to do this is cos its the holidays...(woo hoo!) pain to make, cos of all the gmail, skins, cbox crap... but finally done... rmb tag abt good stuff only.... OR ELSE!

P.S thanks for visiting the grand opening....
CYAS!

ok done.

2008-06-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

To those who haf been bugging me to make a blog... NAH happy??