Sunday, July 19, 2009 ? 6:49 AM
today. heh. woken up by a kick in the nuts. lol. but its ok. it wore off soon after. such an eventful morning. woke up, played some cs with cal ken and kaye. me and kaye taking turns. her com is frikking lag -.- so then after that, accompanied baby to her ex-homestay place, and met up with a boy and his friends who have ever threatened to fight me before. -.- FREAKING awkward. nabei. nvm. for baby's sake. it should be worth it. although. that was one of the most uncomfortable moments of my life. Man. i must really love her to go through with such shit. i hope she doesnt get drunk or anything when she sleeps over there next weekend. i think i might be miserable. that little motherf*cker might take her com again and i cant webcam with her anymore. depressionnn...... lol. haha jk i trust her more than that la. xD the rest of the day went by like nothingness. not leaving even half a pint of an impression on my mind. what a lazy day, spent floundering around the cruel world aimlessly and numb. i love her. that why i do all the shit that i do for her. my next 2 years are gonna be painfully miserable. if she should fall for some other guy. i think i will just stay in singapore, and wont go back to aussie. leave all that shit behind. but. i wanna keep my hopes high. i hope. alrighty. baby sleeping, better stop blogging before i accidentally wake her up. my god she looks like an angel while she sleeps. later gonna rush through patrick's fucking homework. havent done it yet. i hate english. i wonder why i feel so f-up abt sch this term. like i cmi. oh well. gonna go do shit. then sleep.
bye u fking cruel world. choke on reality and die.
~MaNgLeD tO tHe CoRe~
in the rain
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